should be the title for my life lately. the coffee bar/mama cafe, to be continued. the house, to be continued (grumble grumble, bitch, moan) everything is on hold. our loan is waiting for the house to come up, I wait for us to have a break and find the one that has to be out there waiting for us to find it. We are looking seriously at long beach, it is a bit more driving for Nic, but the neighborhoods and the prices ROCK! I just hope I don't allow myself to get too discouraged about this whole process, I get my hopes waaay up, and then I get the big wet blanket thrown on me. it gets old after a while. Too bad I am always the perpetual optimist, lady sunshine about everything.